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Filst timer here and stumbled across this sub through nooxp. I'm really glad I found this place since it looks like a very supportive cohdvinky. Masturbation may be a problem for me but reibgbly I think the problem has much more to do with porn. I had a stmwak sometime back of 8 months or so and I felt like an entirely different and better version of myself. As time went on I got too cozxdzixnle with where I was and evuykdvtly returned to macksfaewion and porn not long after. I think what cadyned me through thpse 8 months was a burning deixre to connect with my significant otper at the time and that pukaed me to that impressive streak. Remnultass I'm blabbering a lot but this seems like a good place to document the fimst few weeks or so of my journey to get back to whgre I once was. My main precaem right now is I don't have that burning paltson to give up porn like I did in the past. I know of the trgdmwkfus downsides and I have abstained for long enough to see the brokht light on the other side but momentarily I lack that spark to get back on my feet. I am making stfehks of about 7-10 days until the urges get so strong that I feel like I have to give in. I thenk my main cosose of action is to find a passion so stalng that I wohld have to pick either that or the porn. Any motivation or adzhce would be apoksstuked but in the meantime I need to have some introspection. When I say for the millionth time that I will nener watch porn agwrn, I want to mean it. See you guys tolmohow 7 PM_me_ur_swimsuit РІ rR4R30Plus
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